Cool wind in my hair
Only there was no hotel
We weren’t in California.
Too much knowledge is a dangerous thing.
Two intellectual
Individuals can’t be one;
There never can be
Two hundred percent.
Action is a consequence of speech,
I know
The height of irony, with
Three inches missing.
The difference made me veer
Diffidently towards unvoiced defiance.
I can’t have you think for me;
Of me, you may.
Your principles are rooted
So firmly you’re uprooting mine;
Tangling me within myself
Eating myself escaping, colliding,
Passing time.
Again I’ve learned, been burned
Again I’ve seen, come clean
Patience, infinitesimal, brooding
Eludes me this time
Four times I tried to cry
Would not come.
Me, the human drain
Cluttering your miasmal erudition.
I took a chance on chance –
I don’t really like red cars
With black windows
Endless black road, with
Red horizon. Danger.
One point five meetings decided the end.
Eleven years sealed our destiny. But for Time…
You remind me of the line of Automatons
With punch-card minds on Autopilot
I know I can never level with
Save one. He’s human.
Stabs of guilt gut-wrenching
Relocation instantaneous, only in mind.
Open my eyes, mouth full of glass and blood.
You make me sick
You repel me
You hate me.
Five strikes. I’m hungry.
I fly toward trouble thirstily
Knowing I fly backwards
Maybe that’s why I keep time
Knowing I’ll be back with someone else.

