Beautiful Fetish

Logophile. Blatherskite. Desperately disparate.

Two, three, four, five


Cool wind in my hair
Only there was no hotel
We weren’t in California.
Too much knowledge is a dangerous thing.
Two intellectual
Individuals can’t be one;
There never can be
Two hundred percent.
Action is a consequence of speech,
I know
The height of irony, with
Three inches missing.
The difference made me veer
Diffidently towards unvoiced defiance.
I can’t have you think for me;
Of me, you may.
Your principles are rooted
So firmly you’re uprooting mine;
Tangling me within myself
Eating myself escaping, colliding,
Passing time.
Again I’ve learned, been burned
Again I’ve seen, come clean
Patience, infinitesimal, brooding
Eludes me this time
Four times I tried to cry
Would not come.
Me, the human drain
Cluttering your miasmal erudition.
I took a chance on chance –
I don’t really like red cars
With black windows
Endless black road, with
Red horizon. Danger.
One point five meetings decided the end.
Eleven years sealed our destiny. But for Time…
You remind me of the line of Automatons
With punch-card minds on Autopilot
I know I can never level with
Save one. He’s human.
Stabs of guilt gut-wrenching
Relocation instantaneous, only in mind.
Open my eyes, mouth full of glass and blood.
You make me sick
You repel me
You hate me.
Five strikes. I’m hungry.
I fly toward trouble thirstily
Knowing I fly backwards
Maybe that’s why I keep time
Knowing I’ll be back with someone else.

Too Much Egg Yolk Makes Me Mad



Self-assured, self-appointed Guardian Angel!
You've given me black eyes.
I bet you were watching from the shadows
Of faraway lands you've never visited.
Protective, for confirmation of your worth?
Were you a deprived child, I know you were.
Middle-man is what you'd like to be
All your life.
The perfect car, perfect music in the perfect car.
A bottle of blue perfume on the dashboard
I forgot to dash my head against.
You and I.
Circling, two dogs and a bone.
Carrot-and-stick maestro.
Little-finger ribbon-twister.
Counselor and friend.
But not of mine. Never of mine.
Hence the was.
Nice knowing you.
You didn't smile once. Your entire family doesn't.
Not at me, anyway. Not even the little devil.
All you wanted was for me to come into your parlor
(Said the spider to the fly)
I know there'll always be individuals like you
Eclipsing my life.
But then you'll eventually move, but I'll be blind,
Because I looked too long and too hard.
Blind with egg yolk
I hate it, but I eat it
When I have no choice
(But to have patience)
Is very hard when the one you love is a patient.
I miss you, my friend, my love
Everything's so cold without you...
Threaten me, would you?
You won't ever know how far we've gone
And I'm not afraid of anybody knowing.
Video-game road tracks
I'm in the enemy's clutches.
A sweat-patch on the seat behind me.
A beggar shamelessly hounding me.
You can't cancel this bond, or stop the interest.
I hope YOU know that.
Smug, black, and white, and grey
I just have to wait for you to move away
So light can strike me once more
Sunlight, golden-yellow
(The color of egg yolk)